Because I'm worth it

Sorry for being emo

02 Jun 2012 Leave a Comment

by Andrea Isabelle in Complaints and such, positivity and negativity Tags: emo

I so like want to cry right now. I haven’t eaten dinner because I don’t like the sud.an and there’s almost nothing left to cook and my brother won’t go to the store to buy some canned goods because he’s miffed because I told him he’s a faggot and I was viewing this girl’s profile and I so like really want to cry right now because she’s got friends and I don’t. I know there’s nothing wrong with me. It’s just.. I’m complicated. I’ve got plenty of friends. They just aren’t the type who’ll stand by me forever. The barkada kind. I used to have a barkada but I left them for another who left me just like that. I know what you’re thinking. It’s karma, right? But it’s not like that at all.. Things happened, I got caught up in the middle of all of it and one day I was having the time of my life but the next thing I know I was standing all alone. I don’t even know who I am anymore. But I’m hoping I’ll get to know myself better in college.  But if there’s one thing I learned, it’s that in life, nothing ever comes free.